Random Alien Brain Drop Number 15

I have no conscious memory of having any physical abductions since 1989.   Since then, all of my contacts have been through telepathic communications, synchronistic events, or precognitive dreams.  I say this because after many years of horrific abductions, my experiences changed.  Did they change because of my own heightened awareness, or did the beings that I have been involved with evolve themselves into another conscious state?  Maybe it is our collective conscious awakening here on earth that keeps them at a distance.

I feel that the human race is angry.  Picture now the scene from the movie "Network", where everyone professes that they're mad as Hell, and they're not gonna take it anymore. They hate their governments, especially we Americans, who must live within the laws of the bastardization of the Declaration of "Independence".  So might this be the catalyst for us to collectively fight back for our rights?  Might the combined energy from this anger be a shield of sorts to protect us from the malevolent abduction scenario?

I am finally coming to terms with what has happened to me throughout my life, and at the same time the all too familiar abduction scenario seems to have changed shape.  As I have become more consciously aware, the energies that previously presented themselves have taken a back seat, and only appear in the periphery.

Last July I began to meditate quite frequently, as was suggested at the time by a fellow experiencer. One night while dog sitting,  I went to bed and asked whomever was communicating with me to give me a message, and what it was that they wanted from me.  I tucked myself in, and went to sleep.

I awoke with a start.  I looked at the clock, and it was 3:33 am. I felt wide awake as if I hadn't been sleeping at all.  The dog was fast asleep next to me which was interesting as when I looked towards the bedroom door I saw three grays standing there, almost at attention.  My reaction to their presence was baffling, and I actually chuckled as I felt no fear from their presence in the room. Then they spoke to me telepathically, "We are the grays, and we are here".  

At that moment I felt a sense of protection, as if there was a higher energy keeping them from coming in contact with me.  I compare it to a stand off at high noon, waiting to draw our weapons. But they just stood there.  I laughed again, and they turned around and walked away.

Were they there just to make their presence known, that they will always be a part of my life?  Is another energy intervening, and protecting me from their malevolent energy?  

Maybe they just walked away, knowing that I am mad as Hell, and I'm not gonna take it anymore.